Sunday, July 5, 2009

LIFE AFTER DEATH

I really like reading bout near death experiences, stories of reincarnation n rebirth, life after death n stuff n I have read a lot bout all this…These are my favourite quotes on death.. ‘Death is a once in a lifetime experience' and 'Death only causes pain to those who do not experience it' very true..
It was when I had this weird dream…that I couldn stop thinking bout all this…read many articles on dreams, dream interpretation, life after death,near death experiences,everything… couldn interpret anything...will be writin all bout this dream, my feelings n my thoughts in this post..here it goes..

Wo ajeeb sapna kuch din pehle dekha..Koi family function tha shayad ; mummy, papa, mera bhai, cousins sab the wahan, shayad wo sabhi log maujud the jo mujhe sabse zyada chahte hain is duniya me, aur main ek bade se jhoole pe jhool rahi thi, us jhoole ki length kisi badi si building ki height se bhi zyada thi, main bas uspe jhool rahi thi, koi kisi bhi tarah ka darr nahi tha ,achanak main jhoolte jhoolte almost 90 degree pe pahunch gayi, fir uske baad pata nai kya hua k wo jhoola ruk gaya, main pata nai kaun se ajeeb se raaste pe chalne lagi ,pehle us raaste me sirf andhera tha, par door kahin roshni hi roshni nazar aa rahi thi..
kafi khoobsurat jagah thi wo jahan ja k main ruki, wahan ek aged lady mili , wo achanak mujhse baat karne lagi...
“ aao beta hum sab tumhara hi intezar kar rahe the”
“magar main yahan ayi kaise, main to wahan jhoola jhool rahi thi”
“ jhoole par to tumhara shareer tha jo ki usse gir chuka hai, ye tumhari aatma hai”
“lekin main yahan ayi kaise, aur mere family members, mere friends sab kahan hain”
“unko dekh k tum kya karogi, wo to ro hi rahe honge..ab tumhe yahin rehna hai, aao main tumhe sabse milwati hoon”

unhone mujhe bahut sare logon se introduce karaya, main unme se kisi ko bhi nai janti thi par wo sab mujhse milke bahut khush the…finally unhone mujhe ek bag diya jisme kuch saamaan tha...fir wo mujhe ek bade se hall ki taraf le gayi...wahan pe ek ladka tha shayad meri hi age ka… maine jaise hi us hall me enter kiya, wo lady wahan se chali gayi.

Then that guy started talking to me, he was kinda good looking, but completely unknown to me (I still remember his face!) He said “Hi Sonia, I was waiting for you, this is our room”,
I jus asked “tumhe mera naam kaise pata”.
“well mujhe tumhare bare me bataya gaya tha, mujhe laga k hum room isliye share karne wale hain kyunki hum dono ki jab maut hui to hum 18 saal k the..i mean.. hamare shareer 18 saal k the...forget it…how does that matter k hume ek hi room kyun diya gaya… I guess I'm lucky enough to meet a girl like u here in heaven...trust me Sonia,you'll always be happy with me.”
I just smiled , n then he said “ you have a really cute smile”.

Tab achanak meri neend khul gayi…Mujhe bas ye hi sab yad aya tha jo main describe kar chuki hoon… pata nai kyun main iske bare me sochti hi reh gayi…samajh me nai aa raha tha kuch…wo lady kaun thi, ye swarg –nark, heaven-hell sahi me exist karte hain kya, shayad koi nahi jaanta is bare me, n who was that guy...Is my smile really that cute…

Fir maine socha ke agar main waqai me aaj mar jaun to kya hoga… meri family, mere friends ko bahut bada sadma lagega, pata nai kitne hi aise log honge jinko yakeen hi nai ho payega…kisi cremation ground me body ko le jayenge..pata nai kitne rituals honge... Pata nai kitne log aansu bahayenge.. kuch log aise hain jo apni zindagi mere bina imagine bhi nai kar sakte shayad..aur kai honge jinko ek kami ,ek adhoorapan mehsoos hoga.. lakhon aise bhi honge jinhe koi fark hi nai padega… ye sab to bahut obvious hai. After all, ‘Death only causes pain to those who do not experience it.’

Lekin main khud kya karungi…agar mujhe ye pata ho ki main agle 2-3 ghante baad marne wali hoon to main kya karungi...Shayad un sab logon se ek bar baat karungi jo mere liye khas hain, jinki wajah se meri zindagi itni khoobsurat hai…par aise pata nai kitne log hain ,sabse baat karne k liye 2-3 ghante ka waqt kafi nai hai… aur un sab se kahungi kya..aur pata nai kitne logon ka contact no bhi nai hai mere paas, unko mail karne ka koi point nai hoga, jab tak unka reply ayega shayad main zinda hi nahi rahungi wo padhne k liye...Doosra ye khayal aya ki..shayad un sab logon se mafi mangungi jinka kabhi dil dukhaya ho, fir laga sabse achcha ye hoga k kisi zaruratmand ki madad karungi …par kaise?

Now the million dollar question… main marne k bad kahan jaungi.... log marne k baad kahan jate hain….I don't believe in any religion at all….n all the theories related to this according to different religions seem to be illogical…trust me, I really am one of those people who have a scientific attitude towards things...but then there are many stories related to reincarnation n rebirth that actually seem to be true …meri asli dilchaspi ye jaanne me hai k jis waqt insan ki maut hoti hai us pal wo kahan jata hai…..agar ye sach hai k aatma kabhi nahi marti to us aatma pe kya guzarti hogi…shayad in sawalon ka koi jawab nahi hai mere paas . shayad koi aur bhi mujhe in sawalon ka jawab nai de sakta.. par meri ye koshish, ye khoj, ye talash hamesha zari rahegi is bare me jaanne ki…

Right now all I can say is that if at all heaven n hell exist, I'm sure I’ll be one of those angels who go to heaven.. (the word angel sounds way too bimboish though.. wasn’t able to think of any of its synonyms.) It’s pretty strange that 'death' happens to be something that I'm curious about, still I feel pity for the guy who committed suicide coz he was curious to know bout it…in any case I don't want to experience it ever…even though life is like hell at times, even if everything is messed up….life happens to be beautiful, not for those who have the best of everything but for those who make the best of everything that comes along their way...after all life is a succession of moments and to live each moment is to succeed...Live it ! Love it ! Smile ! Widget on
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22 comments:

Shanks said...

mast hai yaar nice story :D,
all i believe in "death is just an end" :) nothing is after that we are just biological robots programmed with our own intelligence.

Sonia said...

thanks alot for the comment shashank :D

its not a story.... i really had this dream... jus wrote whatever i thought n felt about it...
gald that u liked it.. :)

sonia

thisisankur said...

ermm...well written in a casual language...it seems u r talking face to face..and thats pretty nice..

Sonia said...

ankur

thanks yar

yeah i had intentionally written it in hinglish rather than writin it in one particular language.... coz i wanted to express what i felt exactly..

Aakriti said...

hmm................is dis d one u wrote in ur diary....durin r skul days..............

Sonia said...

@ aka

nai yar....... i had written this jus a few days back.. i used to write some comedy stuff n stories during our school days...

Neha Goel said...

really nice..u must hav put a lot of thought while writting it..sp. the last part..

Anmol said...

o very well written. some dreams always remain fresh in one's memory. from ur perspective, i think this is one of them. i too have experienced some very weird dreams that are completely illogical and that one would find quite funny. but this dream of urs is simply amazing. u must watch 'The Sixth Sense' if u want to explore this further

Sonia said...

@neha

thanks for the comment..... i jus kept on writin whatever came to my mind..... whatever i thought n felt bout it.....

@anmol

thanks yar

yeah..... it was way too wierd n unforgettable for sure...i really do have that curiosity bout all this.. but its the last part.. the conclusion that matters the most..

navnina said...

hey jab tune mujhe aapna yeh dream sunaya tha tab mein isse itne achhe se feel nai kar pai this jitna ab kar pai ye sab padhke...but seriously yaar its very interesting to knw what happens after death...do the dead people are also living with us but we cant feel them..very interesting...

Varuos said...

mast dream tha...... wud like to read more of 'em..... keep writing.

Sonia said...

@nina

thanks alot.... i consider this to be the best comment ever on my blog.... you could feel it after reading it..... rather than after talkin face to face...

@ varous

whoever you are, thanks for the comment.. keep reading

Pawan said...

Reallr u had a nice dream...
I belive something else.
May be seen something else..

Sonia said...

@ pawan

i don know who you are, but thanks alot for the comment...

well this is exactly the dream that i had... n exactly what i thought n felt bout it..

keep reading...

Omveer said...

what I felt, the best part was in very first para "Death only causes pain to those who do not experience it"

Pooja said...

Awesome!
"Death only causes pain to those who do not experience it"
really the best line...

Anonymous said...

Got goosebumps readin this..
ulti man.. really ulti

Apurva said...

OMG... 1ce i started reading it... cant stop in d middle.......
jst wanna ask sumthing.. i'd heard dat wenever u see any weird dream.. there's sum reason behind it...
did u find it true.....??

n keep it up dear...:)

Sonia said...

@ omveer n pooja
yeah.. thats my favorite line too!

@anonymous
thanks :D
wud be glad to know ur name though

@apurva
believe me.. m still trying to find out the logic behind this dream..
it was really very weird.. the old lady.. the guy..sometimes I wish he resembled someone around me :P

thanks :-)

Priya said...

OMG!!
This is actually weird n amazingly interesting.. wow..
well written !!

rachit said...

indeed a good orator

Shally said...

Hi Sonia... i have read quite a few of ur blogs and i must say adn you must know that you write really well. It seems very genuine and straight from heart with no cover of artificiality..

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