rather it was just another boring Monday morning..
but something beautiful was about to happen..
something special was about to happen..
It was just an intuition..
maybe an expectation..
purely my imagination...
or just a hallucination..
I really dont know..
perhaps the only thing I know..
is that..
I just let it flow..
coz I wanted it to flow..
I saw 'someone'..
Someone sitting next to me,
Someone simply looking at me..
Someone smiling at me..
I heard the same person,
talking to me continuously..
talking about random stuff foolishly..
he was sayin what I wanted him to say..
n those silly talks kinda made my day..
I looked amazing coz I smiled..
I looked cute when I laughed..
I looked even prettier when I smiled at him,
I looked happier when I looked at him,
We started walking,walking together..
Walking on the beach,hand in hand..
Talking to each other,laughing together,
looking at our footsteps on the wet sand..
All of a sudden..
The Monday morning came to an end..
Though it never even had a beginning..
Probably I didn't even realize
n hence I jus smiled..
I just got to know it wasn't true..
but I smiled..
I smiled at myself..
I reminded myself..
Reminded that it might never be true..
still I smiled..
I had enjoyed it totally..
had loved it completely..
I was awake..
yet I was dreaming..
for heaven's sake..
I asked myself..
what was i doing?
Day dreaming.. a weird habit,
well..actually not even a habit..
its something that just happens..
just like love,
its something that just happens..
Its not only about fantasies n ambitions..
not only about hopes n aspirations..
bout retrospection n introspection..
Its much more..way beyond one can even imagine..
I am happy even when I know it isnt true..
I am not sad even when I know it would never be true..
While I day dream,
I really dont hope all that I imagine is real..
I actually believe that its undoubtedly real..
I just happen to enjoy the feeling..
the experience of the beautiful monday morning..
the joy of looking at someone n smiling..
30 minutes pass...
or 45 minutes pass..
n then, I realize m back to the real world..
m neither disappointed not sad..
neither a weirdo nor mad,
I am just a day dreamer..
like everyone else,
even I am a day dreamer..
Its something that makes me smile..
n makes me realize..
happiness is not about what you want..
n getting the same back..
happiness is something within you,
somewhere within you..
You can waste your time waiting for such Monday mornings..
Or you can enjoy living each moment,being happy each morning..
Choice is yours..
The beauty of life is that..
It just goes on..
It goes on come what may..
You accept it as it comes to you..
N everyday will be a beautiful day..
Life Is better than your dreams..
Life is beautiful..
Yes, It really is..
[ Latest quote by me, " The Kelvin Plank Statement of Second Law of thermodynamics is not applicable in real life, because the 'energy' required to forgive n accept, does an awesome work for you.."
The fourth semester is really really weird, I feel like writing a blog , after every fifteen days, describing whatever I had experienced.. 4 phases of the 4th sem are over, the 5th one is going on..The blog on the fourth sem will be the longest post on this blog ever..
One more thing, all readers are requested not to take this as a romantic poem, the last three stanzas are the most important ones..
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Sonia Bhatia
